Dylan Mulvaney said she has struggled to understand “the need to dehumanize and be cruel” following right-wing outrage over her partnership with Bud Light earlier this month.

Mulvaney, in her first TikTok in roughly three weeks, said some of what’s “been said” about her has been far from the truth and revealed that she’s been “having crazy deja vu” after facing criticism.

“I’m an adult, I’m 26 and throughout childhood I was called too feminine and over-the-top and here I am now being called all those same things but this time it’s from other adults,” said Mulvaney, who later quipped that she should be accused of being a theater person who is camp.

She then discussed growing up in a conservative family, adding that she’s been “extremely privileged” to have their love and her faith intact.

“I’ve always tried to love everyone, even the people that make it really really hard and I think it’s OK to be frustrated with someone or confused but what I’m struggling to understand is the need to dehumanize and to be cruel,” Mulvaney said.

“I just don’t think that’s right. Dehumanization has never fixed anything in history ever.”

Mulvaney went on to remark that she was nervous her TikTok followers would believe criticism about her.

“But I’m just going to go ahead and trust that the people who know me and my heart won’t listen to that noise,” she said.